Dying

Dying

I’m dying
I’m drowning
I’m losing my mind
I’m wasted
And I’m wondering
If I’m better off dead
I’m washed out
I’m watered down
My mind’s in pieces

I’m so tired of trying
I’m so tired of hiding
I’m just losing my mind

I’m stressed out
I feel ill
I’m crawling on the floor
My insides
Feel ripped out
Quartered and drawn
I can’t handle it
I can’t deal with it
My minds in a mess

I’m so tired of trying
I’m so tired of hiding
I’m just losing my mind

I’m dead
I’m gone
Nobody can even hear me
I’m too late
I’m shaken
My knees are feeling weak
I can’t breathe
I can’t see
You can’t even hear me scream

I’m so tired of trying
I’m so tired of hiding
I’m just losing my mind

No one will ever understand
The conflicts in my head
It’s all going black
I think that I am gone
Gone to the other side

Spinning around in the inner crowd
My brain is the biggest judge around
I don’t know what to do
I’m lost in this maze
And I am blue

What is the question?
What is the answer?
I don’t even get why
It doesn’t matter

I’m lost in the darkness
The pain is too much and my head’s a mess

I’m dying
I’m dying
I’m drowning
I’m drowning

I’m dying
I’m dying
I’m drowning
I’m drowning